I Beg You

I sit her waiting 

Begging you for more

Everything I'm feeling 

Gets me off more

Your touch drives me crazy

Only you are allowed to touch

Unlikely to leave you because I need You 

Long Night

        The night filled with emotions as we kept drinking away, a bottle of Jack killed. Talking about life it gets intense, Talking about us, Talking about everything. Fueled up by emotions, I had an Idea that it was coming. Before it came, before our night Escalated. You told me everyone uses people, people they love, people they don't care for, friends, family. Everyone uses people! I told you I do not use you and I sure don't, if I did we wouldn't be in a relationship, we wouldn't have what we have. If I wanted to use you I wouldn't feel how I feel towards you. It wouldn't be Love it would be just Lust!

        So our night Escalated and there we were, well there I was sitting down on the chair and next thing I know.... There was a bandana rolled up and wrapped around my mouth like a gag. Not able to talk just made to listen "Stand up". Bending me over the chair I felt in your control. Not knowing what's coming next only hearing what your doing in the background. As you glide your hand across my ass I started to tense up a bit not knowing whats gonna happen. A slight moan escapes my lips as you spank me with a firm hand. Excited for what's coming next I relax, my breathing gets heavier as I'm left to the not knowing. A few hand prints left on my ass before I felt your belt every swing got heavier and in-between gentle kisses and rubs making sure I was okay before he whacked me a few more times with no breaks in-between. My breathing gets heavier than ever moans escaping my mouth, thinking this was all that was coming.... I then felt the metal spatula softly being rubbed against my already marked, already red ass. First swing of it hitting me let out gentle soft moan coming from my lips and my body tensing up a bit. As your hand rubbed my ass down making my body relax yet again, a few more hits from it each intensifying more and more. Tears start to accumulate not because I don't like it, but because it feels so good and all the emotions are catching up to each whack I get. It's hard to explain.... I love pain, I have a high tolerance, this is just a way to reset myself, to reset him, a way to escape from your head, a way to release all your emotions.

A forbidden love for pain.

Where's My Daddy

Where's My Daddy
That tells me what to do
Where's My Daddy
That tells me what to wear
Where's My Daddy
That tells me how to act
How he wants my hair done up in pigtails
Where's My Daddy
Did I lose him?
How can I find him?
Did he move on?
Even though he's right there beside me
Am I what he wants still?
Or am I too fat?
Does he hate me?
What did I do wrong?
I try to please him
Get on my knees and beg for him
Open my mouth and take him in
Let him enjoy all of me
And all my holes
For I am His and His Alone
But I think he forgot about me
I think he's tired of me
Where's My Daddy
How can I get him back
The old messages send my mind to wonder
As my fingers start to get closer
Trying to be Sexy for Daddy
Does he not like it?
Is it me?
Am I not what he wants anymore
I aim to please
My fingers stop as thoughts of losing my Daddy terrifies me
Then again they wonder
As I think of when he bent me over last
Pulling my hair
Spanking me
Telling me I'm His
And He's Mine
Playing with me
As I get him off
But then my fingers stop
Where's My Daddy
Do I not please him anymore
Am I not attractive enough for him
What do I have to do to get him back
Where's My Daddy
The thoughts run through my head
Fingers twitching to finish
But wanting to finish for him
Where's My Daddy
He's there in front of me
Beside me
On me
But Where's My Daddy
I Love My Daddy
And I will always
And I will always want him
But will or does Daddy always want me?
Where's My Daddy

Moonlight

For I see
The needs in your eyes
      as I walk by
The moon light brightens my day
I get to see you
Be with you
Hold you
The bad things come along
As the stars start to light the sky
The tequila starts to take effect
I always want you
But getting this warm feeling
    thats not caused from the sun
The numbness starts to take over
I feel nothing
But I want to feel everything
As the moon gets brighter
My need for you gets stronger
I want to feel
Your hands glide across my skin
As goosebumps arise
I want to feel
Your kisses all over my body
As I start to get weak,
       wet
I want to feel
That sting from you hand on my ass
As I start to beg
I want to feel all of you
As the moon gets brighter
And the tequila takes effect
I feel everything
Daddy
I love you!

Thank you Daddy

As you touch my body

I quiver

Your hands have a strong effect on me

Making me weak

Open to you

Having full trust in you

As you are my Dom

Daddy

Sir

You bend me over your lap

Gliding your hand across my ass

Then one quick slap

As a slight moan pierces through my lips

You do it once more

Rubbing my ass gently

After very spank 

It gets more intense each time

Gliding your hand across my ass once more

You start to pull down my pants

A quick slap to my Ass 

Then as your remove my panties

My bare ass slightly pink 

You notice it's not red enough

"Babygirl have you been good?"

As that question echoes in my ear

I get goosebumps

Turned on not only my your Hands

But by how you talk to me

The way the words Slips out of your mouth

Then I replied

"Yes Daddy!"

A heavy hand you have

Now making my Ass more red

The sight of your handprint excites you

Noticing my cheeks getting redder each time

"Good Girl!"

Those two words

Those two words

Have more power than any others

Here at your every will

I aim to please

And will always make sure

Your Happy with me

As you touch my body

I quiver

Your hands have a strong effect on me

And so does

Your Words

Your Touch

Your presence 

The trust in you is a big deal for me

I appreciate you

and

Everything you do for me

Taking care of me in other ways no one else would understand

Loving me on a whole different level

Thank you Daddy

Just Kiss Me!

All I Want Is For You To Kiss Me Like You Mean It

Love Me Like No Other

Spank Me Til The Our Safe Word Pierces My Lips

Bite Me Til I Scream Your Name

Pound Me Until You Hear Don't Stop

Daddy I Miss Miss Your Kiss

All I Want Is For You To Kiss Me Like You Mean It

Fuck Me Like It's Your Dying Wish

Tie Me To The Bed,

The Chair,

The Book Stand.

Somewhere Where You Can Take Full Control

Just Daddy 

All I Right Now Is You To Kiss Me

Kiss Me Like You Mean It

Daddy 

Oh Boy Do I Miss You!

Oh Boy Do I Miss You!

My body craves your touch 

The feeling of you hands grabbing my waist 

Tracking my spine with your finger tips 

As you forcefully clench my ponytail pulling my head back

Making Eye contact with you

I Stare deep into your Eyes

Not making one blink

Not looking away for anything

Taking in this moment for everything it's worth

And trust me

It's Wroth A LOT!

I crave your attention

When your Mad,

Upset,

Angry (Trust me they are all different when it comes to Daddy),

At me I try to make things better

I try to figure out what I've done wrong

My Apologies to you is simply 

Me on the floor on my Knees

Belt in hand or in mouth

Hoping that will solve everything

Oh I know that won't solve all our problems 

But thats always a good start

And I always am Sorry

For making Daddy 

Mad, Angry, Upset or even Frustrated 

But you know

I am a Brat

And he knows that too

And well if I wasn't 

He wouldn't Love me like he does

When you're even sad 

I crave it 

I know you want your space 

and all but 

I want to be in that space with you 

I want to be the one to make you Happy

I want to be the one to keep a smile on your face

I crave your attention 

I crave your touch

Daddy a message to you if you are reading this;

You Know This Is Whole Blog Is About Out Experience together. I just wanted to let you know that I enjoy you and our time together and I love being your Babygirl! 

Our time is Special to me!

Plus the Sex is Amazing!

Bend me over,

Blind fold me,

Cut me,

Use a belt,

Use a Wire,

Make me Bleed,

Make me scream tile the Safe Word Pierces my Lips!

Love You Daddy!!!!

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