Kismet

      Whisper's in my ear on how he wants and needs me. Flushed from the thought of him actually meaning it! A smile carved on my face from him pulling my hair to get me closer to make sure I yearn on every word.

      His eyes I cling to, never before have I looked into any ones eyes the way I do with his. Dancing away, feeling our hearts beat as one. He is my Fate he is the one I've been yearning for. He is the one I fantasized about in movies. Never thought I'd find my reality!

      The feeling of the metal spatula hitting against my already sensitive bottom I feel the curiosity behind it. I feel him thinking about how I'm going to react to it, I just take it. Slight moans escape my mouth as he continues to leave me welts. A new pain I'm not used to but am really into! A grin appears on my face, from thinking about how he uses the spatula almost all the time, how he wears the belt he spanks my ass with knowing he used it on me before!

Never before have I felt this way. The way I do with you! You are truly my life my one love! The love that I thought I knew doesn't compare to how I truly feel about you!

As I sit here and wonder, I find myself writing you letters!

      "My Darlin Peach,
You were once a dream of mine, someone I thought truly never existed. But here you are right in front of me! My true reality! Now I just sit and wonder if we would truly ever be...... My mind goes crazy as I sit in thought of not being close to you!
        Your
   Juicy Olive"

     There I stood taken by surprise as you plant a random kiss upon my lips. Grabbing me out of no where..... The random everything's with you. I am very okay with all this!

My love for you grows and grows everyday.... But I know that my love for you will never end but we probably will  and I'm even okay with that. As long as I know I will never be forgotten.....

But here I think that I changed you not in a bad way just expanded your horizons. Never thought I'd hear you ask to cuddle or never would have thought that you would hug me without me asking.... I actually thought that you were very dominant, never thought I'd be getting you into something you knew very little about....

     "My Darlin Peach,
You turned my world around.... And I know I turned yours in a way you never thought your world could turn. Getting you into things you would never imagine, taking the things you would fantasize about and making them your reality. I'm glad I was the one to show you a taboo side of not only sex but life as well! I should not be glad about this but I am glued to you for some reason.
       Your
   Juicy Olive"

Yours Alone!

You seem to be
More than just a dream to me
Feeling your hand embrace my ass
A squeeze
A slap
A gentle touch
Pulling me close

A slight whisper in my ear makes me quiver

A gentle touch makes me get goose bumps

A kiss on the cheek makes me blush

What you do to me
You make me wonder
Is this really true

I am yours
Do with me what you will

Beat me
Bruise me
Bite me
Kiss me
Touch me
But just
Love me

More than a dream to me
You embrace me
I am yours
Always will be

Let me be the fire that burns through you
Let me be the one that makes your blood boil
Let me be your addiction

The kisses never end
Enhancing with intensity as you pull me closer
Our grip on each other gets stronger
Wanting to just be in your arms always

I am Yours
Yours alone

Sex is an Addiction

Sex is an addiction

The adrenaline rush

The connection between two

It's more than looks

You could be blind and still be able to see everything

Blind folded or just simply shutting your eyes

Enhances tour senses everywhere else

The soft touch of ones hands

Slightly gliding against your skin

The soft kiss placed on various parts

The orgasmic rush you get as your mind wonders,

thinking when will he enter

When will you feel his full embrace

Then intense feeling you get as he finally enters

Never wanting it to stop

But when it does you think more about how you felt

and how it made him feel

The moaning

The grunts

The Oh Shit's, Damn's filling the air

The stiffening of our bodies

The feeling of how tight you got around him

The pulsating feeling you got from him alone

Makes you always want more

Sex is the addiction

I am addicted to

No Mirror's the Same!

You seem to hold my eye contact more than any one else before

You seem to have made me less self-conscious 

You seem to made me believe in my self more

You are my one of a kind

You are my Master

Sir

Daddy

I look in the mirror now and see

You pulling my hair 

Making my head go back 

Telling me

"Look at your self look at what I see!"

As I glance up I see 

My naked body 

As you Caress me 

Still pulling my hair

You pull me close

Looking in the mirror you are

As I stare back at you 

You slowly stick in your throbbing cock 

As I try to back into you 

You shove it in

Feeling it deep inside me

I Moan

Can't help but to start throwing my self back toward you

Then you stop

You pull my hair once more

Telling me to look in the mirror

Now all I see is myself moaning

As you continue to Fuck me

Now looking in every mirror I come across

I see us

You loving on the body I so despise

Your eyes glaring at me

You smirking

Loving on the fact that I'm Yours

And I hear the word you so whisper in my ear

No mirrors the same now

You seem to hold my eye contact more than any one else before

You seem to have made me less self-conscious 

You seem to made me believe in my self more

You are my one of a kind

You are my Master

Sir

Daddy

Wanting me to ride you

You tell me to get on top of you

Gently sticking your throbbing cock in

I slowing lower myself down on it

Feeling it go deep inside

I start to ride it

I try to close my eyes and put my head next to yours

But you don't want that

Your not having it

You demand and tell me

"Look at me I want to see you"

As we stare into each others eyes

It gets more intense

My body reacts and starts to ride faster

Feeling your cock now roughly and fast moving in and out of me

"Oh Fuck BabyGirl"

You moan

It starts to get even more intense

As you tell me your about to cum

I get the Urge

I feel myself getting tighter around you

"Fuck Daddy I'm about to Cum too"

I moan

As I feel you Cum deeply inside me I can't help but to cum with you

Still staring into each others eyes

Catching our breath

Drenched in sweat

You have seen every inch and part of me

I am Yours

And you

You are my one of a kind

You are my Master

Sir

Daddy

Daddy's BabyGirl

The way you move your fingers through my hair

Grabbing me by my pigtails

Pulling me close to you

Knowing what that does to me

You continue to pull me even closer to you 

Let me feel your embrace

Place those morphine kisses on my lips

My cheek

Whispering in my ear 

That you 

Want me

You need me

How you want me on all fours on the bed with my ass in the air

waiting for you and your belt to leave welts

Whipping it and rubbing it making it feel good

Making me all wet from every lash 

I am his BabyGirl

I am his Princess

I am his Little Whore

I am HIS

He is my Daddy

He is my Master

He is my Boss

Who takes care of me

I love him more then life its self

He is my world

He is my life

He owns me

He adores me

He says he loves me

As his fingers travel down past my navel 

towards my soaking pink wet pussy

as I feel his fingers start to wonder down there

I start to moan slightly 

when I feel his fingers start to penetrate me

My breath is taken away

and I start to breath heavier

moaning as he moves his fingers back and forth

I'm Daddy's little Whore

I'm his Sex Slave

I'm the one he can take out all his emotions on

He is always in my mind

He is always there

I can't picture my Life with out him

I mean our lives will go on 

But my love for him will never change

And my willingness to be his will never go away

He is my Daddy

And

I Am

His Princess

His Sex Slave

His Little Whore

That might all change 

But one thing that will not is that

I will always be his BabyGirl

Telling me to get on my knees

Embracing every inch of him in my mouth 

feeling him hit the back of my throat

As I take him deep

He moans

I love hearing his moan

That means I'm doing it right

I love when he wants me

Telling me then to come and ride him

I have daddy issues

Yes

But if I didn't

I wouldn't have the relationship I have now

The excitement

The fun

The adrenaline rush

The new things we do

It was first just flirting

and playful sexual acts

But I got him into the BDSM world

And 

Now he is my Daddy

My one and only

I get on top of him like he asks

well tells me to

And I ride him slow then bounce my ass

so I can feel him going deep inside me

feeling every inch

pushing in me

I can't control my urge to cum

I ask  him "Daddy can I Cum"

He then tells me "Cum for me"

And as I do I feel him bust inside me as he to moans with me

We might not be one together

but we sure in Hell are not apart

when we are together

He will always be my Daddy

My Master 

My Sir

And 

I will always be his Little Whore

His Princess

His BabyGirl! 

I Love Him

Even if I'm not his

He will always be Mine!

I truly am Daddy's BabyGirl!

Intimacy!? Passion!?

Intimacy....

Intimacy and Passion....

Two different or one in the same

For me being intimate with someone is hard, but then I start to think isn't being passionate and intimate the same thing? 

Being intimate means that you are really comfortable with that person!

Passionate is simply putting feeling behind something!

        Let's talk about Passion first just cause it talks for itself unlike intimacy, Passion is just like what I said your putting feeling behind it. Whether it be sex, a job, something you love to do. When it comes to sex everyone puts passion behind it. Due to the fact because they love the sensation of being inside or on top of someone else, as well as the sensation of having an orgasm. So there is always passion behind it, even those into BDSM and into different fetishes. There is always passion behind it because they love what they do, how they do it and the result from it. There will always be passion behind something you enjoy doing. 

         

        Now sex is not only passionate, but usually intimate as well, to have sex you have to have some sort of connection with someone. Whether it be a one night stand, with a bf/gf, husband/wife ect, or even if your under the influence there still is always a connection. Now I think that you have to have an even stronger connection to be able to stare into someone's eyes while your having sex. True or not I'm not 100% sure, maybe I'm saying this because I barely look into anyone's eyes during sex. Even just having a simple conversation with someone I tend to not look into someone's eyes for a long period of time maybe a few seconds or so. I have "intimacy" issues you can say, looking into someone's eyes unlocks a whole new side of the word "intimacy". 

          Recently I experienced a whole new level of intimacy! I don't know what was going on between me and this person. Me and him had a crazy connection sexually and just laying there talking! Sexually it was a whole new experience, not only did we look into each others eyes we took our time and he listened. Usually he's the one taking charge and I'm the one listening! This time I took charge....ok well I didn't take charge I just told him to slow it down. Even though we like it rough and fast which feels amazing, it was something new and he listened and slowed it down. It definitely made the sex hotter, and reached more orgasms then ever! It's crazy how taking your time can make you feel a whole different way and experience something completely new. I think doing this makes you see the person and yourself in a different level; meaning you not only see them as your boyfriend, a friends with benefits or even a good lay you see them on a more intense level. It's hard to explain you just have to do to understand! This made me and this person have a deeper connection especially when he told me it was his first time staring into someone else's eyes during sex. I saw the "Passion" in his eyes, and when we were just laying there talking again it was something I never experienced as well. Just talking about everything and still looking into each others eyes making the conversation a bit intimate. I bring up Intimacy and Passion due to the fact we actually brought it up in our conversation. He even told/asked me "You have intimacy issues don't you?!", I wonder how he could tell. He said "Because you don't look into my eyes when you talk to me.". Well he definitely hit the nail on the head with that one! We looked into each others eyes when we were talking, but I still can't just stare into someones eyes for a long period of time. He is the first person that I stared into his eyes during sex, and the first person that I looked into his eyes for longer than I can usually when we were talking.

        I keep asking myself though why did that happen? Was it the liquor? Why exactly did we keep the eye contact? No I'm not in Love, I mean i have love for him I care about him. No were not dating, nor is this a friends with benefits..... Can't put a label on what we have/ what we are..... He is the one person who always makes me think! It could be anything and here I am thinking! So like anything else we talk about, he says to me, or does it makes me think!

Can you be intimate without having passion? Or can you be passionate with out being intimate?

  I think you can not have one without the other when it comes to sex. It's more of a view point on how passionate and intimate you are with someone, either way there is still a little of both in it!

Intimacy....

Intimacy and Passion....

Two different or one in the same?

Going to try and write a Novel in 30 days starting in November!

Write a novel in 30 days?
What the fuck am i going to write my novel about?

I was put up to this challenge from a Co-worker, he said i should write what i know about sex! But how am i supposed to write this? How am i supposed to come up with this?
Should i go towards like a 50 Shades of Grey type novel or like a Twilight?
So confused! So lost!

HELP!!!!

Cant wait to do this! I'm not really a writer but what the hell!
I can try! Can't I?!
We will see!